I had been lulled into the belief that I was well. It is a shocking twist to my journey; I have reverted to some earlier behaviours. I guess it just didn’t take as much time to recognise it for what it is.
I had come so far in my journey yet I write with tears; tears rolling down my face for in unknown reason. Is it really unknown? no, I can no longer stay oblivious to my now reality. I spent the week captivated by my thought.
I had made plans yet found great difficulty keeping those plans. A week had nearly passed by. It took every effort to call my friends and to stick to my plans. I meet friends for a few drinks a casual relaxed night out. I stuck with it, I had a great time yet now here I am … My mind has betrayed me!